down, down, down

I am so down right now. No, that does not mean that I am down in the pounds. I am just emotionally down. I don't even know what it is about, I just feel so..... blah! I have so much in life to be thankful for and to make me happy. But still I am just down.

With this feeling of blah comes the laziness. I am always just a slug when I am feeling down. I have no emotional energy and that zaps away my physical energy. All I want to do is just lay about. I know that getting up and moving would probably help to spark my emotional energy level along with my physical energy but I have not been able to do it.

Right now I would love to have a couple of days to just curl up in the bed, buried under a pile of blankets and just hide away. Just give me some bottled water, some good spiced chai and a ton of pudding cups and pop tarts, hand me the remote and leave me alone.I just want to hide away from all the issues in my life. Yes, I know this is not a healthy attitude but it is where I am at right now. It just feels like it would be easier to hide away then to actually deal with it all.